September 26, 2020
I made this animation in Procreate because I didn't feel like sleeping. I didn't feel like doing anything, so animating seemed as good an idea as any.
I failed a calculus quiz and it feels like the world is going to end. Not because I'm that invested in calculus, but because everything feels too much all of a sudden. I want to never get up from my bed, but I forgot to brush my teeth last night and I really shouldn't skip it two nights in a row. I want to fail all my classes, but that would just ruin my college plans and get my parents on my back. I want to at least tear apart my room, but then I'd just have to clean everything up again. I want to be allowed to feel sad and angry and frusturated and defeated, but the world just doesn't seem to care.
Anyway, I like driving at night. Time stops existing and it feels like the moment will last forever.